Finally I got the official result of my MSc. Eventhough I knew that I would get Distinction (oh God just the intuition!), I was truly happy because it was no longer the speculation, it turned into the reality. I got the congrats from Sarah, who had never congratulated me on any thing before :). First thing to do was to call my mum and dad. Dad was not at home and mum picked up the phone. Then I texted my sisters, MC, dad, and TT. I was really happy.

However, I feel that recently I have received information in a very calm way, without busting, shouting out or whatever that showed the over-flooding flows of feelings. Is it because things have come to me easily and predictably or my feelings have become blunt? I don't know and I can't explain. Should I be happy with the maturity or should I be worried that from now on I will no longer have strong and deep and extreme feelings? I don't want to become cold-hearted. I need extreme feelings as my instinct